undeadrobins: (Untamed: Jiang Cheng)
K. ([personal profile] undeadrobins) wrote in [community profile] chenqing_1002021-04-10 09:18 pm

Family letters are worth ten thousand pieces: Sorry

Title: Sorry
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] undeadrobins
Word Count: 100
Character: Jiang Cheng
Rating/Warnings: G (warning for Jiang Cheng being angsty)
Summary: It’s easier, sometimes, to put in writing the things you can’t say in person.

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It’s easier, sometimes, to put in writing the things you can’t say in person.

I’m sorry I wasn’t a better brother, that I didn’t believe you or stand up for you when I should have done. I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you needed me, and that I made you feel like I hated you. I never did. I never could. You’re my brother.

Putting the characters on paper is definitely less painful than speaking them out loud. But taking the sheet of paper, dropping in the flame, pretending the words don’t matter, is maybe the easiest thing of all.


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libitina: Wei Yingluo from Story of Yanxi Palace in full fancy costume holding a gaiwan and sipping tea (Default)

[personal profile] libitina 2021-04-10 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
<3

Good call, Jiang Cheng - it's only okay to be vulnerable if no one can see.

Awwww
hhimring: Estel, inscription by D. Salo (Default)

[personal profile] hhimring 2021-04-11 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, don't put it in the fire, Jiang Cheng!
Except I suppose he can't help it.
ranalore: (the untamed yunmeng siblings)

[personal profile] ranalore 2021-04-13 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
No knives here, nope. No feels whatsoever. Just some fish splashing around the lotuses so I got some water in my eye.